Fell in love with an angel

A heart that isn't cold

So after five years, we finally made it happen. I met the one who I kept myself from falling in love with because I thought he couldn't be the way I pictured him to be. Turns out, he's that exactly, and even more. I refused to believe in such things as soulmates until then. I am so lucky to have got to know him and I cherish the wonderful time we had together. The only thing that's making this so very hard on me is that I will have to live without him anywhere near for the next couple of years - again. This is like you get the one thing you most yearned for and then it's taken from you again by the time it gets so perfect you can hardly believe you're not dreaming. Sharing laughs and tears, being held like that, knowing the other one feels the exact same way about you. That is so incredible that I couldn't even cry when he left. Now I'm back to broken-hearted again.
And this time, it's not going to end well.