I'll follow you into the dark

and soon there'll be no tears left they were ours to give to whomever  finally they are the most precious jewellery we possess so never apologise again

finally you set your own limits

 

You left me here because I told you to. You are about to start a new life, to find yourself in the giant maze of life. You have helped me to find my own way, to keep on searching for the truth and to discover the lies that got in my way. I never thought I would find a friend like you and I knew destiny would part our ways, sooner or later. I know my words and actions were not very wise and I wish we had met in a different place and time, and yet I'm thankful for the time we spent together. Farewell my friend. Good luck in Neverland, may all your dreams come true.

 

Birthday nights, horrific frights

...and once again I'm crying.

I must have stopped breathing before I even thought of it. 

O glorious day that you have never been, why can't you just let me live? 

Why do you have to rip my heart out? Why do you have to laugh at my weakness? 

Why does the one person who I thought understood me remotely have to alienate me completely? 

Why does it have to be this way? And why won't you ever respond?

I'm shattered.