...and once again I'm crying.
I must have stopped breathing before I even thought of it.
O glorious day that you have never been, why can't you just let me live?
Why do you have to rip my heart out? Why do you have to laugh at my weakness?
Why does the one person who I thought understood me remotely have to alienate me completely?
Why does it have to be this way? And why won't you ever respond?
I'm shattered.