Farväl, farväl, min hjärtans kär!

Mång tusende god natt

400 miles and a whole lot of work will be separating us from now on. I do not like the thought much and yet I feel obliged to accept it. There is apparently no other way for us. We may have to learn to accept the circumstances, no matter how hard it seems. We won't be able to change about it too soon, so there may come months of loneliness at some point. Anyway - I think we will make it. We always have. Right now, I can't even say I'm actually sad at all. I have been through worse, we have. I will most certainly miss you in a way, but what is that compared to how I have missed before? You just won't be "there" whenever I need you around, but then again, you haven't for over a year. At this point, it doesn't even hurt in the slightest. I don't feel a thing. This is weird and makes me question my emotions but I know exactly I've had worse, even recently. Rather sad come to think about it, but that's life I guess. So here is the last thing I will remember about us for quite some time.
Take care.