Leave or be left.

"How unintended was this feeling?
How did it even come to this?
How come I find it so appealing -
Are you the truth I merely miss?

"My mind is taking me to places
That no one else has seen before,
I find an conquer empty spaces
And seek another open door.

"Eternity is in my way,
Cannot be torn apart.
And therefore, I must always stray
To try and save my heart."


Some things just need to be done.
Sometimes, cruel words have to be said before someone is severely hurt.
Sometimes, you have to keep yourself away from something you want because otherwise it might cause damage.
Sometimes, you have to leave someone who meant a lot to you. They may never know and that's probably the best for both of you but they will remain in a hidden place somewhere deep inside your soul.
Goodbye, old friend.

Out of the Question.

Do you loathe the numbing feeling,
The intoxicating healing,
The asphyxiating sealing,
Of the borders you were taught?
Can you feel the scars still bleeding,
Do you know the hand that's feeding,
The voracious brain that's breeding,
Sorrows, wishes and the thought -
Is it you, or are they fought?

Endlessly, we have to ponder
Over many things, we wonder
If we need to come asunder
With the thoughts we had in years.
I remember all the ages,
Write them down on empty pages,
Find my mind in withered cages,
See the threat and fight in tears,
Fighting love and hate and fears.

Take my hand, lets go somewhere we can rest our souls.

I'd give you my soul but I already sold it

And here's to nightfall. Or what would you call it? There's nothing but the encouraging thought of another break of dawn. It should be worth it. It always is. Free at last. Rejoice!

Mikä mua vaivaa? En pysty enää peiliin katsomaan...

Oh anyway, it's looking like a beautiful day.

I've been running these streets for too long now

He used to smile like there were no hidden tears.