and even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Wipe off your dreams if they are worth it; hold your head for hiding is not an option. Neither you nor anyone else may ever rely on what we had. Your heart is a turncoat, your soul is a traitor. Your own callousness will solidify you. You may no longer react in an affactionate way but you will make other people stampede whenever you are in sight instead. Would you please stop being so self-pitying? Would you please stop being so very fleshly? Would you even please stop making people feel self-conscious and meritless?
Your head is an outstanding liar and so is your coaxing face. Why can't you just look at people the way they are and not the way you suppose they have to be like? You are a hypocrite, holier-than-thou, self-righteous. Would you like to be denounced like that? Would you like to be made fun of in public?
If there is nothing good you can say when meeting another person, just remain silent.
Yes indeed, it is that simple. Keep that one rule, deter yourself from mocking, from aspering people. You wouldn't want it either, nobody feels comfortable when they know they are considered obnoxious.
It may sound bromidic and I am not an inerrant prognosticator, but this has proven to be veridical. You do not need to suffer, ergo, you do not need to make suffer.