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I am still alive. A lot of wonderful things have happened lately and these days, the worst part about life is missing a big piece of my heart. I dare say that I have found the love of my life. Turns out that sometimes, you just have to give everything around you a closer look, et voilà.It seems like I will have to stay here for a bit - that will change though. And thus ends the story of the lost little girl with nowhere to go.
Bye for now, folks.
Vi ses!

Fell in love with an angel

A heart that isn't cold

So after five years, we finally made it happen. I met the one who I kept myself from falling in love with because I thought he couldn't be the way I pictured him to be. Turns out, he's that exactly, and even more. I refused to believe in such things as soulmates until then. I am so lucky to have got to know him and I cherish the wonderful time we had together. The only thing that's making this so very hard on me is that I will have to live without him anywhere near for the next couple of years - again. This is like you get the one thing you most yearned for and then it's taken from you again by the time it gets so perfect you can hardly believe you're not dreaming. Sharing laughs and tears, being held like that, knowing the other one feels the exact same way about you. That is so incredible that I couldn't even cry when he left. Now I'm back to broken-hearted again.
And this time, it's not going to end well.

I owe you, number 14.

This poison's my intoxication

Another night spent on the bench under the trees,
Next to the silent lake, reflecting stars and moon
And yet you seem to be the only one who sees
The brighter side of me that often dares to swoon.

I heap up all the feeling that have grown inside
I want to light them, burn them with a golden flame
And start again with nothing ever left to hide
And no one left to put my guiltless heart to shame.

While everything gets dark at night and fades away,
I shall hold on to you, defeat what's holding sway

And I will brighten up, shine down on all I see,
Become the one that you've already found in me.